What's On Your Mind?

This blog is my only outlet. I have a twitter and some social media networks but most of the time I express myself through this blog. I've been blogging since 2007 but I don't really share this blog to some of FRIENDS. I know that my blog is searchable in Google but I don't really share the link personally to my friends. I think this is still my hiding place and so glad that I can still pour my feelings freely here.

Well... there are a lot of things going on.

1. Health - I don't know but lately I am bother about my health. I don't know if my sugar shoots up again but sometimes I am so uneasy. I think I have to do something about it asap. Sometimes maybe I am just stressed out that is why I am experiencing weird lately.

2. Health Insurance - since I am working online, I don't have health insurance or benefits from the company I am working. So I got this insurance but it has a lot of things to do before the approval. I already signed up and reserved money for it but the agent texted me that I need to have blood test first before they will approve my application. OMG! it's really killing me... I want that insurance asap. But I don't have a choice but wait!

3. Career - starting next month we will have career transition. We will not be under in any outsourcing sites. Our remittance is directly from the company and this one is really keeping me nervous. As much as I hate changes but I think this time I should embrace it. This is for the benefit of the company and of course for us but it's not easy. Lots of adjustments to do but we have to deal with it.

We are now handling the US and Canada marketing accounts. The preparations is really not easy and we are staying late for to prepare everything before September comes.

4. Deadlines!! - yes we need to meet deadlines! We need to show to our clients that we are ahead of them and ready for everything! I know we are but still I need to recheck... recheck and recheck!

5. OC- yes I am OC and because of that I want everything in order. I discuss what I want and I expect from the people around me to deliver what I want also and sometimes they failed so that adds frustrations and depressions in my part.

Finally, I pour some already but I know that I can only do things that is within my control. I am hoping that in the next coming days I will feel better.

I hope so...

XOXO